Stress

Stress is when you have that constant annoyance in your head. It feels like a someone is hammering a nail into your skull, your head is throbbing, you can't get to sleep, and it may cause you to break down in tears. Everyone has to go through it, we get it when going through hard times of our lives. But the moment you are able to relieve the stress is one of the greatest feelings. It slowly dissipates from your body, as if someone has just taken a huge weight off of you. For stress to be relieved you must overcome that task or finding hope to keep going, no medicine can make that burden go away until you yourself has completed the task at hand. Sure there are many techniques that are supposed to relieve the stress but all it does is calms you down it never actually make the pressure of your stress go away. Stress can be from a variety of things, school, work, love, friends, past, future, parents, siblings, society, ect. The list goes on and on, it is a wonder how we are able to live even with the pressures of life always around us. Stress the thing that makes you want to curl up in a ball and never come out, yet eventually we always find a way out.

Sorry for not posting for so long. I have had a lot of family issues to work out. Thank you for your patience!

Fairy Tales

Remember when you were a kid you always dreamed and believed in fairy tales and happy endings. Some even wished that their lives could be like a fairy tail, like meeting your true love and instantly falling in love, then get married with a cliched ending of the scene with the kiss of your newlywed spouse. It's really quite funny when you think about it. Wheres the fun and adventure of just having your happy ending handed to you on a silver platter and also it doesn't work that way in life, you have to actually work hard to get your wish granted. Hate to be the bearer of bad news but there is no fairy godmother that going to grant you wishes.  I remember I always believed in fairy tale endings, I always thought if I just keeping waiting sooner or later my prince charming will come and sweep me off my feet and well you know the ending marriage, kids, ect. Then maybe I thought he would throw rocks at my window and tell me of his love for me, yeah i was kinda delusional. Then when I got to be a teenager I just thought to heck with fairy tales, i just wanna be me not some prissy little girl who can't even take care of herself. I gave up on love an just focused on my education so then I can do what I want in the future, yet somewhere along the lines I forgot to let my emotions through. I forgot the one part of my controlled life .I might have forgotten about love, no not a prince but love for my family and friends, I ended up losing most of my friends and I was left alone. I learned that these tales aren't supposed to show you what happens in a good life it just shows you the importance of life, like having good friends, caring parents, dreams like no other. Looks like there ended up being some use for these cliched stories.