You know sometimes it's really hard to either keep a straight face or just to smile when you know you are hurting but you just have to stay strong. When you try to brush it off as nothing but deep down inside you feel a little hurt. Trying to explain these feelings but words don't come out right, sometimes defending yourself just doesn't work out in the end. You have to conceal and stay dormant...it's hard. You just cant seem to please anyone no matter how hard you try, confused and lost. Some just don't understand. I don't even know what to say half the time. Just try to breath and let it flow. You make mistakes, we all do.
How is it that we can reach out to outside of our world but yet we cannot reach an understanding here. It's a very confusing time and you feel like a flower withering away from all the pressure and the stress. You try to make peace but you just cant see beyond. But just think it wont always be like this, it won't always be this hard . You just have to keep moving on. Just give it a little room and time
Black Rose
To most it looks grim to me it looks beautiful
