I Honestly Don't Care

Today I came home after having a really fun night with my friends, it was usual and I was just filling out some papers and suddenly I just thought fuck it. I laid on my bed just thinking and nothing really came to mind. No memories, no creative thoughts, no stress. It was like I could die today and I would even care, the apocalypse could start today and I would most likely just be chilling in my room. I thought of nothing, nobody. It's just that feeling you get sometimes I guess or maybe I'm just crazy. I mean I would probably regret it the next day but everything seemed peaceful, not thinking about college, work, friends, boyfriend, parents. Just nothing, you know it's kinda relaxing. It's nice, just clearing your mind and just lay back and think I could honestly care less at this moment, for that short period of feeling free from everyday life. Heck I'm not sure if anybody still reads my posts since it's been forever since I last updated my blog. So, to anyone reading this I suggest you try it, make your room quite but light and lay somewhere comfortable and just relax and just say "I don't care" and let your body and mind come to peace it's nice when you've got a lot on your plate.