I can’t help but think that this life is a lie, just a dream. It is almost too good to be true, I have suffered and cried but now it feels like it is impossible for me to have suffered so long then suddenly have things change to the better. I did nothing to get to this happiness and it happened so suddenly and now I have friends and people who actually like me? I feel like this was all a dream and that when I wake up, it’s all going to go back to misery. I guess I have lived in the dark so long that it feels weird being outside and living life to fullest, experiencing the happiness and joys of life. Maybe this how life should be, it’s just too new and different to me. If this how my life will be from here on out then maybe I can get used to this feeling, this feeling of warmth, and this feeling of love. I need to get used to this life or my soul will always remain in constant fear of the darkness, I need to learn that this light, this world, this life is now where I will remain. I think I still need assistance to help me get on my feet, but with a little help I think I can get better and learn how to live in this life.
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