Hi Again

Hello, I'm not sure if anyone will be reading this but oh well. It's been almost a year since I last posted on this blog. A lot has changed in my life and I think it's for the better, I let some people go from my life this year because they were kind of toxic and I needed to be okay. I still get some depression swings but that's normal since it's always been a part of my life. I'm on a break from college to work and to figure my life out. I'm still unsure of what I want to do, I know I would very much like to pursue acting for film but I of course need a back up plan and something to keep me going. So right now I'm in this awkward place right now, not sure what to do and finding work here with little to no experience is hard. My part time job ass waitstaff for a catering company can only do so much for me, I only work weekends so there's not a lot in my paycheck. It's almost sad when you feel like you're in a rut and there's nothing you can do, just feeling light and tired. No excitement and kind of alone, it's really hard to describe but I'm hoping when you read this you'll understand. You feel like you want to talk and let it all out without anyone saying anything back just listening, I guess that's why I'm writing on here again. I get this weird comfort of letting it all out here, I guess I'm feeling a bit better now. Hopefully things will turn around soon. Goodbye